Why Am I So Fascinated by Atheism?

Why Am I So Fascinated by Atheism?

And I am. I feel a little silly even admitting this, but I am genuinely interested in what leads someone to conclude there is no God? But hey, what led me to conclude there is? Touché, inner adversary, touché. When I hear about a friend or acquaintance who is an...
To Be Willing

To Be Willing

Do I stand a ghost of a chance at letting this go?  I don’t know.   I have held on so tightly for 15 years…my knuckles white, my palms red and ruddy.  But I am willing.  For the sake of peace, I am willing. Who am I without this?  I don’t know.  I...
The Falling

The Falling

So this is what it feels like to fall. To leap from a cliff not knowing how deep the water will be. This is what it feels like to drop. I did not want this.  I was happy touting faith and letting go as the only sane approaches to living in this world; I did not desire...
The Wayshower

The Wayshower

I love movies that make me ask questions.  Big questions. Why am I here?  Why do I feel so alone?  Who is out there?  Is anyone listening? We help each other make sense of the journey.  Guided, we show one another the way… The Wayshower – Official Trailer...
Dream Come True

Dream Come True

I have dreams for myself.  I see them in my mind’s eye: bright, broad and big.  There I am special.  There I have it all.  And in the meantime I read and I listen.  I pray and I surrender.  All of this leads me on…it leads me somewhere. There is a...
Joy Revealer

Joy Revealer

I’ve been training with a Master Psychic/Shaman for a few months now.  I love it.  I love being introduced to worlds and things I never knew existed.  There are other ways of looking at the world that don’t include doubt and cynicism, but instead consist...
If I’m Not Careful

If I’m Not Careful

If I’m not careful I could slip and fall I could fall backwards and forget. I could forget how to just be, if I’m not careful. I could start to believe again that I can do this on my own that I don’t need help that I know all I need to know. I could,...
The Safe Space

The Safe Space

We all have a safe space to dwell that holds us and keeps life predictable.  At least this is how we perceive it.  To experience something over and over again does not, in fact, make it safe or predictable.  It makes it yours.  It’s what you’ve come to...
Let it all go…

Let it all go…

When my way just isn’t the “high” way, I have to let it all go. Let it all go whisked by a wind that knows better than I. Let it go. Lay down on a ground so soft, so yielding and just exhale. I will let it all out. Say to myself “I don’t...
Learning Lessons All Over the Place!

Learning Lessons All Over the Place!

So I’m doing a course called Overcoming Negativity Addiction with Denise Coates.  I love it.  It’s helpful and healing beyond words.  I was listening to the recording of the latest class the other day and Denise and another woman were talking about getting...