Not Quite Awake

Not Quite Awake

Despite many things having remained the same, my life looks somehow different to me now.  There is a light, a gentle laughter and a knowledge underneath it all.  This is serious business I am undertaking and yet I’m not taking myself seriously.  I am committed...
Laughing at Myself

Laughing at Myself

Anyone who grew up with me will tell you that I could laugh at myself to a point. I could take a joke for about 30 seconds before it just wasn’t funny anymore and I’d suddenly get all intense and sullen. I did not like being laughed at. I did not like...
Rest in Love

Rest in Love

In one moment all seemed lost.  I took the opinion of one person and ran with it.  My mind took me through the depths of the worst-case scenario.  It helped me set up camp there and panic  I stayed there and allowed the pain and worry to wind its way through me.  I...
A Love Brainwash

A Love Brainwash

Oh how light I feel when I cease to judge another! It’s as if my heart has taken over my head and I have shed 50 pounds of grievances. The attacks and the labels seem to float away and disappear. I become who I always suspected I was. I am at ease with love. It...
Asking Love Instead

Asking Love Instead

  I asked Fear and Fear said no, so I asked Love instead.  And it’s not that Love always says yes, but that Fear always says no.  So I won’t ask Fear anymore. I’m breaking through to the other side.  I’m opening up to a new way of...