The Change

The Change

I’m on the verge of a change so big, I sometimes find myself waking up hoping it’s all just a nightmare….a dream within the dream. My life looks so different from what I thought it would. Sadness creeps so quietly and like a thief in the night,...
Where a Miracle is Born

Where a Miracle is Born

I can’t do this anymore.  I need help.  I’ll listen.  Come again, I will listen! You tell me none of it is real.  You say that only love is, so why does all of this hurt so much? It’s your belief in it that brings you pain.  That’s where it...
If I’m Not Careful

If I’m Not Careful

If I’m not careful I could slip and fall I could fall backwards and forget. I could forget how to just be, if I’m not careful. I could start to believe again that I can do this on my own that I don’t need help that I know all I need to know. I could,...
I Didn’t Listen To My Body

I Didn’t Listen To My Body

  I didn’t listen to my body.  When it said “Move”, I said “Hush, I’m too tired”.  I wanted comfort and nothingness…a place without challenge. I didn’t listen to my body.  When it said “Enough”, I said...
I Am Not Broken

I Am Not Broken

  This body you see is not me.   I live without and within.  I am bigger than these breasts, these toes, these eyes.  And I am not broken. When I am able to just be, I shine with effortless ease.  When I am in fear, I shut down, stutter and retreat.  I become like a...
After a Binge ~ A Conversation

After a Binge ~ A Conversation

  I  can’t believe I did it again.  What was I thinking? I am 31 years old! When does it stop??!! It’s done. Forgive yourself. What do I do now? I’m a fraud. I’m ridiculous…pathetic. I’m so tempted… We don’t do that anymore.  You know that. I’m scared. I’m frightened...